You almost convinced me you were being honest in your assessment until the fake videos part. Now I have to fire up my public health disinformation investigator network and figure out what the heck you’re talking about. This is what happens when you assert something without a link of better citation of your evidence. Which is funny because it’s exactly what you’re accusing medical professionals of doing.
This whole “ingredients bad” argument is so old. When the first vaccine came out in the late 1700s, people would say they want to stop smallpox and would love to get the vaccine, but the vaccine comes from a cow’s udder lesion, so yuck no thanks. It’s called the genetic or genesis fallacy. It doesn’t matter that something works and has worked on millions of people. It came from a bad place in your opinion, so you refuse it. Many Catholics and evangelicals make the same argument about vaccines created through fetal tissue cultures.